Letter to Myself

Tuesday, September 26, 2023

Dear Sonic,

I love you so much. We are working so hard, and it’s tough. But I’m so fucking proud of you. I know, it’s so, so damn hard. It feels impossible sometimes. Especially since…it’s never gonna be okay. But even if it can’t be great, it can still be /good/, and you’re working so damn hard, and doing so damn well to try and get there. I know you’re hurting and scared. But you are not alone, and I and your mates love you so much. Thank you so much for getting us free, and away from our abusers. It was hard, and I know how hard you had to push to keep from giving up. Thank you for fighting. Thank you for working so hard to learn to rest, and putting the hard work in to heal. I know we’re still recovering, and we’ll always have scars, but you’ve done so well, and we’ve come so far.

I love you so much. Thank you for keeping going.

Love (again), Sonic