2024/02/14

Groceries

  • Milk
  • Hairbobs for Robin
  • Oatly
  • Krave
  • Fabric
  • Blankie fix
  • Hoodie patch
  • Hankerchiefs
  • Hot dogs
  • Hot dog buns
  • Bread
  • Candies
  • Flowers
  • Cat food

7:45p

  • Oh fuck Robin and Vi are fighting
  • I can't do this I can't do this
  • Robin's right, but Vi shuts down and it doesn't help to actually get to a point where anything helpful can happen
  • I hide in kitchen
  • Scared I will make it worse, because I know I'm unable to keep from jumping in
  • Have been doing triage w/ Vi or bonus groceries since vi got home
  • I want to hide
  • Hide harder
  • If I try to cross to the bedroom I will Interrupt
  • The Thoughts of "I should kill myself" resurge...because I am perceive myself as burden
  • It has been silent too long
  • These are not the sounds of recovery
  • I want to throw up
  • Lawl, was gonna try and be all bubbly and charming while I doled out treats
  • I wanna die
  • I don't, actually, and the Badness is better than it's been in a long, long time

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