Anxiety Is Fucking Weird

August 28, 2023

Hahaha...anxiety is so fucking weird.

I crave connection and community, and I want to make things, write things, draw things, tell stories...AND ALSO I completely freeze at online interaction. Comments, PMs, fuuuuck, I just fucking freeze up. I don't know if it's that I don't feel that as much IRL, or that the urgency of in-person interaction just forces me to bluff through, and in doing so I don't have the time to freak myself out so hard. I don't know. Maybe it's that, maybe it's from trauma, idk. But it hella sucks.