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Sunday, February 26, 2023 - 5:38 PM

Starting to feel good enough to (probably reliably) draw again! So that's exciting!

I got a job as a riding instructor, and it's going pretty awesome! It's really awesome to be working with horses, and I think I'm doing pretty good at teaching! So yeah, I'm really excited about how well things are going.

So yeah! As far as this drawing goes, I've been thinking for awhile about having both a dick and a vag. I've drawn myself with it a few times, mostly my hedgehog self, or in my sketchbook, but I don't know how visible it's been that that's what I've been drawing. *shrugs*

^_^;; The balls are pretty huge here, I usually don't draw myself with them? IDK.

Like, as far as my transition goes, I def want to get bottom surgery, specifically metoidioplasty, and I have no interest in vaginectomy. My phantom sensations (and parallel body? IDK, shit's weird to parse) def have me feeling a dick, and I don't think I feel a vag there? But it does appeal to me in a kink way? Like, it's weird for me to think about wanting my body to be a way because of preference not grounded in spirituality, but that's kinda where I'm at now? Dunno. ^_^;; But also I don't frequently vibe with having balls? IDK, shit's so weird when you're literally feeling it out by vibes.